Focus
While sitting down to write today's column, I
racked my brain for a topic. But finding a
stationary train of thought in the Grand Central
Station of my rush-hour head has proven difficult
indeed. Sixty-hour work weeks seemingly the norm
these days, I have lately found little down-time
during which to reflect, collect my thoughts or
even clean my apartment.
There is no shortage of ideas for an editorial.
I could add my voice to the uproar over Rush
Limbaugh's politically incorrect, opinionated but
definitely not racist comment about Donavan McNabb.
I could draw a comparison between today's
"revelation" about Schwarzenegger's alleged past
fondling and Clinton's admitted sexcapades in the
Oval Office (then they said it was "just sex," now
they're in a tizzy over a grope). I could even
shine the light of reason on the continuing
absurdity coming out of the 9th Circuit Court of
Appeals, which today ruled unconstitutional the
taking of DNA samples from federal prisoners in an
effort to tie them to unsolved crimesa
3-year-old practice which has already yielded many
new convictions.
But the reality is, I can't focus long enough on
one thing to give it the depth of analysis
required. I opened a can of soup for dinner and
left it boiling on the stove for half an hour,
having completely forgotten about it. If I can't
focus on a can of Campbell's, how can I string
together a coherent thought or two about current
events?
It's been nearly nine months since my decision
to withdraw from law school, and over two years
since I left Disney. Yet here I am, working 60
hours a week to barely scrape by. I do take some
comfort from the fact that I am far from alone,
that many victims of the recession are
underemployed or unemployed. But for now, coming
home every night exhausted and stressed out, I have
little brainpower left over to compose a rational
thought here, much less keep up the CPR on my
ailing writing career.
Tomorrow, however, a respite. You'll find me on
the Central Coast this weekend, decompressing at
the Morro Bay Harbor Festival (look for me
experimenting in the beer-tasting tent or watching
the Jethro Tull tribute band). Hopefully I'll
return refreshed, recharged and ready to jump back
on my soapbox.
©2003 Michael
Strickland ALL RIGHTS
RESERVED
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