Pain
Last Saturday, I had what should have been a
perfect day. With some friends, I traveled south of
the border for a classic day as a tourist in
Mexico. After a couple of hours spent shopping for
trinkets in Rosarito Beach's open-air market, we
moved down to Puerto Nuevo for some fresh, cheap
lobster. I felt like I was ten years younger, as it
had been at least that long since I'd whiled away
an afternoon washing down lobster tails with
pitchers of margaritas on the Baja coastline.
But something else happened that made me feel
thirty years older. Sitting in the back seat of my
friend's truck as we rolled down a bumpy dirt road,
I innocuously leaned forward and reached into the
front seat. Suddenly, I felt a white-hot explosion
of pain erupt in my lower back. Though I had done
nothing to provoke it, my back had violently seized
up. I'd endured the occasional back spasm in the
past, but nothing like this. It was like getting
clobbered with a left hook from Mike Tyson when
you're used to mosquito bites.
I did my best to enjoy the rest of our Baja
excursion, but the pain was formidable. It kept me
in bed most of the following day, hobbling me like
a knife blade to the kidney. Today, it was all I
could do to limp downtown to jury duty. I'm days
away from being out of the woods, but I've already
had plenty of time to reflect on the power of pain.
And I can't help but think of the friends I've had
and the people I've known who have dealt
withor still deal withchronic pain for
much of their lives. It humbles me to deal with
pain that makes every step difficult, that turns
every action into a spark that could fall on the
fuel of agony. Everything becomes ten times harder
when you have to consciously consider every move
before you take it to avoid a burst of pain.
I felt much better after a visit to the
chiropractor, though I'll have to pay several more
visits before I feel up to strapping a belt full of
lead weights on my waist again. In the meantime,
I'll take it easy and continue to gain more and
more respect for the people for whom pain is an
everyday reality.
[Those who read this
column on a daily basis now know why nothing was
posted here over the weekend.]
©2003 Michael
Strickland ALL RIGHTS
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